yesterday is today

Every year we grow a little taller, a little wider, hopefully a little smarter, a little wiser and a year older. This seems to be a very common routine in everybody’s life from Britney Spears to George Bush and no doubt, me. However, what would all this mean if in the end we are left with nothing. The gain in height, weight and age resulted nothing more than depression and amnesia. What belonged to us last year has been swept away from us just like dust on the ground. Does this mean that although we all fear judgment, death, failure, truth, but what fears us most is life. Is it better to strive for greatness or to maintain as a rider trapped in youth. Many of us deny the truth which is often associated with pain. Many of us take each step with caution and make judgments upon others. Many of us forget that we are only humans living the life of God’s servant. Our expectations exceed our ability and our ability does not achieve our expectations. Our dreams reach cloud 9 but fails to unite with our destiny. So, what we are left with is what we have. Do we just preserve it or should we use it to create what would last an eternity. Thinking back to the past where by if my ancestors kept the love they shared between one another to none other than themselves, due to the fear of rejection, then what would be left of me today is evanesce. Therefore, should I take the risk of bearing the discernment of others in order to fulfill the pleasure of my soul or should I conceal what lies beneath the skin. Sometimes being different is not all bad. If others can bear that risk, why not me:

(i will attach the pics in my next post)


A pronouncement we all have to make is to choose to endeavor in the dark in order to die as a legend or to prevail in light and perish as mere objects. We choose our path, we endure the consequence, thus, we determine life. If fate lies no where beyond our hands, we shall not fear life but we fear ourselves. Wishing that if we all wore our hearts on our sleeves, then, we shall be veracious to ourselves. A clear face is despicable without a cloudless heart. As such, life shall not only be about me and you. Its all a matter of living for what you believe in, body, soul and mind. As much as we hate it, we are what we are today because of yesterday.