bits and pieces

There is a moment in life where you feel that the only thing in life that is right is that everything is wrong. What you were so certain was your hearts desire has now become your body’s intricacy. What you thought was happiness has finally revealed its true beauty…grotesque. Is this just a phase of confusion or is this the time where all the cards are placed on the table and suddenly the pieces come together to form what you thought would be your worst nightmare. Everything you every loved has made no sense to you. All of a sudden you feel that the world has betrayed you but the one thing that betrayed you is yourself. What you dreamed since you were a little child never belonged to you but dreams are actually poison injected into you to fulfill the desire of others. To free your soul and to fly like a bird where the sky is the limit is known to be a crime. The art of expressing no longer matters to anyone. Little pieces of dust meant nothing but by meaning nothing, it is something today. The main character of your life is you but wishing to play the role of another can never be denied. Taking a bite of bitter and a sip of sweet once in a while never balanced the nutrition of life. But you only followed your gut instinct, to put the truth aside, blind and paint a smile over the sadness. To express your true feelings would make you a clown in the eyes of the earthlings. So you played your role as directed. To deny the truth and polish the lies and to hide your secrets and to reveals others. It’s just the circle of life. Ignorance is bliss.