Frustration: it is an unexplainable feeling in a situation where I felt like my hopes, dreams and heart was just ripped out of me without any sympathy. At that point I also felt lost and it felt as if my feet weren’t touching the ground a.k.a I felt like I was dead. It also felt like every single drop of blood in my body was sucked out of my body in a split second with a powerful vacuum. Everything around me and all hopes meant nothing to me nor people around me. Cold rushes ran through my body like it was a formula 1 race and all senses in me just made no sense what so ever. I just hoped that someone gave me a hug. just a hug. Moments like this made a simple hug mean everything. But it is at this very moment that you realize who means what to you. Simple words that usually mean nothing gives you hope. You actually see light at the end of the tunnel. A wise man said to me “batman said, if you want to fly you have to fall first”. It made me realize that maybe I might not be as smart or as lucky as other people but by falling I may just turn out as a better and stronger person than I was. At this moment I also realized that it’s the people closest to me that are the ones who really care. Love and support kept the fire burning but then again fire doesn’t burn out in a single puff. “we are all destined for greatness its weather you can hold out until it comes or do you give up?”. As for me, giving up is never an option.
Confusion: It is when there are many doors open for you and you have to decide what you want for your own sake. People around you give their opinion but none telling you what to do. Each door leads to different places and options. Would you actually play safe and take the door that everybody around you takes or would you take a risk and take the door which leads to the unknown? When it concerns other people, the decision would be easy but when it all comes down to you, all doors seem to be the right one.
Decisions: I still have no comment..in the process of making mine…wish me luck!
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*arnab madu hugs cawan gula*
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